5/20/11 FRI 10 p.m.
thunderstorms
Macho-Man Randy Savage died of a heart attack while driving
Jill returned to Natrona Hts. back to grind. Stocking Day 2
American Education Services-hatred
adequate GRE scores studying for her
constipated & mindful
glasses, coat were returned (that I was ready to give up my license)
working with dad & Chris stocking gifting Chris w/ Regal Cinemas tickets
same
Essay - sign up for class Monday morning, sign up for GRE's
Seeing that I will most likely 86 my college loan payments this fall whilst beginning the Nutrition Program - what of saving & doing a part-time gig - I wanna get an impression if there is a future in this - I want to be a Chinese herbalist & acupuncturist - put it to your teachers, to the head of the Nutrition Department - is there a future in it - longevity lecturer - herbalist expert - discounted herb gatherer - horticulture
5/23/11 Monday 12:05 p.m.
cool, crisp
edible flowers blooming - mustard, Indian-pipe look alike, morel
Adventures to the Ancients, Chris doesn't attend
paying off debts, Nutrition class, applying & mailing package, blogging, velocipede project taking shape
job security, having to work a job I don't like
sharp & healthy, eager
cyanic acid, corydales - flower, inumerable plant identifications
plant identification, mailing checks
payed a compliment to Maryann Riola (in my mind)
work on gratitude journal, art, & letters to fill time, let dishes run but continue with other chores
I feel enraged about finances - It is baffling that I'm not at a stage that my debts are paid - 7 years & nearly 12,000 - & that much was spent on my rehab - perhaps that's how much I could have squandered because of my negligence - my hypochondria, my hunger for drugs - I'm grateful to be in a position where I am at 0 - I haven't been there for a long time - at least 10 years - I was working 25 hrs. a week at 8/hr. for a whole year & pissed it all away - no regrets to the charity and travel experiences - what of the mismanagement of money - I continue to blame medical and loan companies, colleges and employers & the older generations.
What I'm grateful for is that I am poised to finish paying off those debts by the end of the year - then it is a tough decision to make- do I want to compromise work @ a job I probably won't like & be at 0$ @$0 can you imagine? What will it feel like to start giving back instead of making money toward something?
5/23 Monday 2:30
drizzly
Obama visits Ireland
stocking day, May
making money, paying off debt, learning, & Rimbaud, my future adventures
GREs
fatigued, sore knees, ankle, sharp mentally
patience
afternoon nap, subway lunch
happiness activities later
think of what you would say in an application essay - letter of introduction because that's what they'll look for - what is the format for a letter of introduction?
I will to the best of my ability review trophology in TOHSHAL to get my nutritional juices flower. Brainstorm for an explanation of why nutrition and wellness has been my life's work, that explain helping others is something I was born to do. Am I making money toward something. Once out of debt, do I put money aside for a future (property perhaps & a small (ecohouse), do I take a part time job, take a girlfriend, a wife? do I save toward a heating trip or a career move trip?
What do I do with disposable income? 401K IRA etc., savings, cd.
5/24/11 WED 12:20
humid
Baghdad 5, Dylan turns 70
stocking day AlAnon
meeting, Chris to grocery store for steaks & corn
Happiness activities, improving GRE score
unknown words in vocab.
stomach uneasy, of sound mind
how to accept & assess the sitch
knowing that I was eloquent last night
gave brotherly advice
Albrightsville Grp, ironing GRE study - practice test
Nothin' to report, positive signs and optimistic to be debt free by year's end. B-day ideas to be shopped for Jess/Chris -
5/26/11 Thurs. 10:00 T-storms
dunno, don't read paper
fiasco @ pharmacy, laid gravel, lunch @ club rare treat, sneezed a lot
the future, making money
the cost of college education
sneezy but sharp
T-rex hunter from the Lost World: JP died, allegedly of AIDS virus
lunch @ club way Brian/Pam invited us in
thought about B-day gifts for sibs
Essential oils perhaps - for Jess
Netflix upgrade?
Gascard - shell? Movie Tickets & such from Regal (2) - for summer blockbusters
Request a summary of payments to & interest accrued through usury
Dear American Education Services representative - I request a read out of all transactions made with you in the past 8 years. I also am curious to know the interest accrued by this so-called low interest loan & of the interest accrued monthly yearly
Yours,
Bradley John Hartzler
The flowers - for next spring/next garden - things like the crysanthemum, asters, morning glory, the dogwood & lotuses how little did I know about the flower garden? huh? chrysanthemum moriflolium, aster tataricus, pharbitis nil & nelumbo nucifera
gardenia (gardenia jasminoides), tree & Chinese Peony (paeonia moutan & lactiflora, dandelion (Taraxacum officinale), Chinese violet & Chinese Anemone (viola yedoensis & pulsatilla chinensis clematis vine (clematis chinensis) colts foot (tussilago farfara)
thunderstorms
Macho-Man Randy Savage died of a heart attack while driving
Jill returned to Natrona Hts. back to grind. Stocking Day 2
American Education Services-hatred
adequate GRE scores studying for her
constipated & mindful
glasses, coat were returned (that I was ready to give up my license)
working with dad & Chris stocking gifting Chris w/ Regal Cinemas tickets
same
Essay - sign up for class Monday morning, sign up for GRE's
Seeing that I will most likely 86 my college loan payments this fall whilst beginning the Nutrition Program - what of saving & doing a part-time gig - I wanna get an impression if there is a future in this - I want to be a Chinese herbalist & acupuncturist - put it to your teachers, to the head of the Nutrition Department - is there a future in it - longevity lecturer - herbalist expert - discounted herb gatherer - horticulture
5/23/11 Monday 12:05 p.m.
cool, crisp
edible flowers blooming - mustard, Indian-pipe look alike, morel
Adventures to the Ancients, Chris doesn't attend
paying off debts, Nutrition class, applying & mailing package, blogging, velocipede project taking shape
job security, having to work a job I don't like
sharp & healthy, eager
cyanic acid, corydales - flower, inumerable plant identifications
plant identification, mailing checks
payed a compliment to Maryann Riola (in my mind)
work on gratitude journal, art, & letters to fill time, let dishes run but continue with other chores
I feel enraged about finances - It is baffling that I'm not at a stage that my debts are paid - 7 years & nearly 12,000 - & that much was spent on my rehab - perhaps that's how much I could have squandered because of my negligence - my hypochondria, my hunger for drugs - I'm grateful to be in a position where I am at 0 - I haven't been there for a long time - at least 10 years - I was working 25 hrs. a week at 8/hr. for a whole year & pissed it all away - no regrets to the charity and travel experiences - what of the mismanagement of money - I continue to blame medical and loan companies, colleges and employers & the older generations.
What I'm grateful for is that I am poised to finish paying off those debts by the end of the year - then it is a tough decision to make- do I want to compromise work @ a job I probably won't like & be at 0$ @$0 can you imagine? What will it feel like to start giving back instead of making money toward something?
5/23 Monday 2:30
drizzly
Obama visits Ireland
stocking day, May
making money, paying off debt, learning, & Rimbaud, my future adventures
GREs
fatigued, sore knees, ankle, sharp mentally
patience
afternoon nap, subway lunch
happiness activities later
think of what you would say in an application essay - letter of introduction because that's what they'll look for - what is the format for a letter of introduction?
I will to the best of my ability review trophology in TOHSHAL to get my nutritional juices flower. Brainstorm for an explanation of why nutrition and wellness has been my life's work, that explain helping others is something I was born to do. Am I making money toward something. Once out of debt, do I put money aside for a future (property perhaps & a small (ecohouse), do I take a part time job, take a girlfriend, a wife? do I save toward a heating trip or a career move trip?
What do I do with disposable income? 401K IRA etc., savings, cd.
5/24/11 WED 12:20
humid
Baghdad 5, Dylan turns 70
stocking day AlAnon
meeting, Chris to grocery store for steaks & corn
Happiness activities, improving GRE score
unknown words in vocab.
stomach uneasy, of sound mind
how to accept & assess the sitch
knowing that I was eloquent last night
gave brotherly advice
Albrightsville Grp, ironing GRE study - practice test
Nothin' to report, positive signs and optimistic to be debt free by year's end. B-day ideas to be shopped for Jess/Chris -
5/26/11 Thurs. 10:00 T-storms
dunno, don't read paper
fiasco @ pharmacy, laid gravel, lunch @ club rare treat, sneezed a lot
the future, making money
the cost of college education
sneezy but sharp
T-rex hunter from the Lost World: JP died, allegedly of AIDS virus
lunch @ club way Brian/Pam invited us in
thought about B-day gifts for sibs
Essential oils perhaps - for Jess
Netflix upgrade?
Gascard - shell? Movie Tickets & such from Regal (2) - for summer blockbusters
Request a summary of payments to & interest accrued through usury
Dear American Education Services representative - I request a read out of all transactions made with you in the past 8 years. I also am curious to know the interest accrued by this so-called low interest loan & of the interest accrued monthly yearly
Yours,
Bradley John Hartzler
The flowers - for next spring/next garden - things like the crysanthemum, asters, morning glory, the dogwood & lotuses how little did I know about the flower garden? huh? chrysanthemum moriflolium, aster tataricus, pharbitis nil & nelumbo nucifera
gardenia (gardenia jasminoides), tree & Chinese Peony (paeonia moutan & lactiflora, dandelion (Taraxacum officinale), Chinese violet & Chinese Anemone (viola yedoensis & pulsatilla chinensis clematis vine (clematis chinensis) colts foot (tussilago farfara)
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