6/5/11 Sunday 10:38 a.m.
cloudy, cool
Nadal vs. Federer (#?)
off today, J & J in Jamaica still, Chris sleepin in, start of brush cutting tomorrow
making money paying bills, getting back to proverbial "O" & then even further, resolving wanderlust issue
parents expectations for a career, having a direction
stuffed up & groggy, disoriented
I've gotta come up with innovative ideas & longevity methods have gotta start sometime
day off
come up with b-day idea for dad - ancestry can + sequouia starter kit w/ ironical card (sequouia - age)
tonight ask Ed to be temp. sponsor - & ask if you can join group, talk about wanderlust issue w/ Heather
I must speak about how enthused I felt about Dad's talk tonight. I love Judith, she brought me in this world, yet she is a spendaholic and waste at times. I feel as though sometimes she is oblivious to what she is spending & frankly has used "having children" as a crutch to live in the lap of luxury. small gifts & little trinkets here and there do not compare to bold gestures - grand gestures of giving Where would we be had we been responsible?
5/27/11 Fri 9:45
humid
who knows
walkway finished, Jude at gathering at Jen. Kunz
women
GREs scores, responsibility, reaction
stuffed up, bored
boredom
finishing walkway, logging hours getting closer to my goal of paying debts
thought of gift ideas
Reeders meeting, GRE practice, mail registration form/application, mow lawn, ironing, gratitude letters.
Gratitude List:
1. I'm grateful my parents could shell out money for me to go to rehab, support me with meals, with bills payments housing, with encouragement.
2. I'm grateful that I'm in a good position financially & poised to pay off my college loan payments
3. I'm grateful I've chosen a career path & have some direction & clear direction in mind TCM practitioner, healer with medicinal plants, itinerant worker & herb gatherer, discount herbalist, books on herbalism I must study.
4. I'm grateful that I'm in a good position financially & poised to pay off my college loan payments.
5. I'm grateful I don't have to pay rent
6. I'm grateful to have a tolerant & forgiving family
6/13/11 12:50 Monday
foggy
Dallas Mavs win NBA title for first time
Uncle Tim & Joshua see Nascar @ Pocono Raceway
paying off debts collecting my check, buying some much needed medicine
spematocele - direction, paying off college tuition, disappointing my parents
sound, feel overweight, mentally sharp
laziness is worthless and I've not gotta but in order to stay healthy should push myself to keep active w/ kalisthenic if necessary
knowing Tim had a good time, rain, Dad stickin up for himself, prospect of paycheck
nothing
CVS going in, check in @ NCC & get info from Acupuncture Asian Institute what is required - had they not taken the avenue of medicine before Eastern techniques - where should I start? Who should I pay to train me?
6/20 Monday 12 midnight
cool
Roy McIlroy, 22, US OPEN Golf Champion
Jude in Stone Harbor, NJ, us out to Ruby Tuesday for Father's day
experimenting with new sptrhea herbal medicine, researching green jobs
future prospects, confusing my parents
stuffed up but intuitive & sharp
a waiter wants overweight people to serve $$, origami
making origami card for dad
origami card for dad
origami card
freecycle.org to get rid of books - or exchange if possible - w/ listing of all books, take inventory of all goods owned, order after checking investment
idealistic, young - is it unrealistic & delusional? What have I worked for these past 7 years & what have I got to show for it - the comfort in knowing I've paid a debt? I could express outrage at the price of board elsewhere, away from home
What is the ( ) for someone with requisite nutritional food knowledge.
5/13/11 Thu 1:00 a.m.
night partly cloudy
Pirates over .500 for first time in 7 years
4th grade kickball champions Mrs. Hartzler's class, Jess's trip to Grocery for Graduation banquet
Graduation & Banquet
Tomorrow - talking with Rob in Mt. Pocono
sneaking off to a meeting Friday and Saturday
well, asterisk * nasal
nothing to speak up in meetings
Sarah's speech of finding her spiritual awakening in gutter
chores
Ayahuasca journals, moon garden
Look @ apartments, jobs, houses, begin to look into the future with practical realizations, announcing where I'm from as Poconos - it means stream between two mountains
(the p.s. at the bottom of the journal is "the old days are here and now")
My mind always wanders back to fond times with typewriter, god I wish I had one laptop style/journal style, roladex style, that I could type on Nutrition & Velocipede Bike Blog will be a good outlet - right now I have 12 or so different herbaceous plants growing which I can experiment with - I'll have to find out their uses - scratch that - I do have Daniel Reid's book as a resource - For Burdock - seeds, sometimes root - further research required
Chinese Milk Thistle - roots, possibly whole plant
Astragalus - roots
cloudy, cool
Nadal vs. Federer (#?)
off today, J & J in Jamaica still, Chris sleepin in, start of brush cutting tomorrow
making money paying bills, getting back to proverbial "O" & then even further, resolving wanderlust issue
parents expectations for a career, having a direction
stuffed up & groggy, disoriented
I've gotta come up with innovative ideas & longevity methods have gotta start sometime
day off
come up with b-day idea for dad - ancestry can + sequouia starter kit w/ ironical card (sequouia - age)
tonight ask Ed to be temp. sponsor - & ask if you can join group, talk about wanderlust issue w/ Heather
I must speak about how enthused I felt about Dad's talk tonight. I love Judith, she brought me in this world, yet she is a spendaholic and waste at times. I feel as though sometimes she is oblivious to what she is spending & frankly has used "having children" as a crutch to live in the lap of luxury. small gifts & little trinkets here and there do not compare to bold gestures - grand gestures of giving Where would we be had we been responsible?
5/27/11 Fri 9:45
humid
who knows
walkway finished, Jude at gathering at Jen. Kunz
women
GREs scores, responsibility, reaction
stuffed up, bored
boredom
finishing walkway, logging hours getting closer to my goal of paying debts
thought of gift ideas
Reeders meeting, GRE practice, mail registration form/application, mow lawn, ironing, gratitude letters.
Gratitude List:
1. I'm grateful my parents could shell out money for me to go to rehab, support me with meals, with bills payments housing, with encouragement.
2. I'm grateful that I'm in a good position financially & poised to pay off my college loan payments
3. I'm grateful I've chosen a career path & have some direction & clear direction in mind TCM practitioner, healer with medicinal plants, itinerant worker & herb gatherer, discount herbalist, books on herbalism I must study.
4. I'm grateful that I'm in a good position financially & poised to pay off my college loan payments.
5. I'm grateful I don't have to pay rent
6. I'm grateful to have a tolerant & forgiving family
6/13/11 12:50 Monday
foggy
Dallas Mavs win NBA title for first time
Uncle Tim & Joshua see Nascar @ Pocono Raceway
paying off debts collecting my check, buying some much needed medicine
spematocele - direction, paying off college tuition, disappointing my parents
sound, feel overweight, mentally sharp
laziness is worthless and I've not gotta but in order to stay healthy should push myself to keep active w/ kalisthenic if necessary
knowing Tim had a good time, rain, Dad stickin up for himself, prospect of paycheck
nothing
CVS going in, check in @ NCC & get info from Acupuncture Asian Institute what is required - had they not taken the avenue of medicine before Eastern techniques - where should I start? Who should I pay to train me?
6/20 Monday 12 midnight
cool
Roy McIlroy, 22, US OPEN Golf Champion
Jude in Stone Harbor, NJ, us out to Ruby Tuesday for Father's day
experimenting with new sptrhea herbal medicine, researching green jobs
future prospects, confusing my parents
stuffed up but intuitive & sharp
a waiter wants overweight people to serve $$, origami
making origami card for dad
origami card for dad
origami card
freecycle.org to get rid of books - or exchange if possible - w/ listing of all books, take inventory of all goods owned, order after checking investment
idealistic, young - is it unrealistic & delusional? What have I worked for these past 7 years & what have I got to show for it - the comfort in knowing I've paid a debt? I could express outrage at the price of board elsewhere, away from home
What is the ( ) for someone with requisite nutritional food knowledge.
5/13/11 Thu 1:00 a.m.
night partly cloudy
Pirates over .500 for first time in 7 years
4th grade kickball champions Mrs. Hartzler's class, Jess's trip to Grocery for Graduation banquet
Graduation & Banquet
Tomorrow - talking with Rob in Mt. Pocono
sneaking off to a meeting Friday and Saturday
well, asterisk * nasal
nothing to speak up in meetings
Sarah's speech of finding her spiritual awakening in gutter
chores
Ayahuasca journals, moon garden
Look @ apartments, jobs, houses, begin to look into the future with practical realizations, announcing where I'm from as Poconos - it means stream between two mountains
(the p.s. at the bottom of the journal is "the old days are here and now")
My mind always wanders back to fond times with typewriter, god I wish I had one laptop style/journal style, roladex style, that I could type on Nutrition & Velocipede Bike Blog will be a good outlet - right now I have 12 or so different herbaceous plants growing which I can experiment with - I'll have to find out their uses - scratch that - I do have Daniel Reid's book as a resource - For Burdock - seeds, sometimes root - further research required
Chinese Milk Thistle - roots, possibly whole plant
Astragalus - roots
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