I declare this a squalid year ~ one that only the Chinese can change the fortune of...I declare this is the year of collecting pens - when I find out from the Chinamen where the local herbalist lives and where I can learn to become a medicine man & Chinese herbalist ~ I've been a Taoist for 10 years & I want to learn Chinese, the culture, learn TCM & Baguazang - most of all I desire to live in health and fruitful (ly-ness) for all of my days ~ only people that keep their culture's intact~that above all, is what I honor - a plan & passing of knowledge~not fate.
3/24/11 Thursday morning-night
dark and moony
Liz Taylor died
10-step with pet-name discussion & clarification, expecting sister & bro-in-law tomorrow
my family visiting and planting ecosystem
my stomach
composed w/ upset stomach
don't eat old chocolate
the sun
told them I respected them.
practice medicine, have hobbies, sew a dress for a woman, plant a tree, plant an herb, memorize medicinal cures
Notes: Medical Application Essay reminder
The greatest capacity of the human body is the ability to heal itself. This is the coda I've lived by for years. I plan to study medicine, not surgergy - because I read that Taoist's as a first option chose food as a remedy, then medicine, only surgery as a last resort ~ did you know the Chinese have an herbal remedy for appendicitis? I was born to help others ~ I know the trend of Western Medicine is moving toward alternative methods ~ we've got to compromise ~ it will take baby steps to get to the promise land. Just another great cultural change is upon us - China is rising - the country that historically has done the most medical research.
My idol is Li Ching Yuen ~ an expert on longevity and medicine. To me, my life is an experiment - bring everyone back from death's door I say - incurable diseases have cures - it just takes research and risks.
To many a cure is unobtainable - for some that's my point - I believe in magic - not in a fantastical sense - in a medical sense (context)
My practice will include Chinese, herbalism lectures & Chinese Martial Arts - Drs. are martial artists.
4/5/11 Tues Midnight
stormy
Kurt Cobain's (anniversary of his death 17 yrs. ago)
an Alanon meeting this night
my future
my future
bloated & calm mentally
practicing no-mind
my dad's sense of humor
looked for pretzel coupons for Jude, promised to take recycling tomorrow
Consult Adrien Mastrobaptista regarding nutrition (her background, consult website of Mary Ann & Staff & Earthlight Staff, plan courses w/ Jude
Notes: I write this journal to address my epidydimitis directly - I tell it; you will not hurt me & humiliate me - I will not be embarrassed by the mess you make - I am not responsible for you or to you. You are not my problem - you are not a part of me. I won't let you affect my attitude. I despise you. I am above you.
I'm enthusiastic to use some of my talents. to gather medicines, practice martial arts & baguazang ~ Penn State~Hazelton~
5/2/11 Monday 7:35
about to rain
Osama bin Laden killed
Judith went to Kohl's
potential medicinal herbs
work required for major - responsibilities that nutrition dep. @ Marywood entails
strong
IMPORTANT - it is really the effort you put in your own endeavors that characterizes your "work" - not the achievement
news about OBL
informed Heather about my intentions
stay with the writing ideas, hit up a meeting, call the admin. dep. green job employment - make a few calls
studying nutrition w/out a realistic occupation in mind "green perhaps" - green jobs is a good one - even for part-time work - the list is large - need to get moving - even calling and looking into it couldn't hurt
Studies should involve what I was doing before leaving whether or not a berry can cure sptrh - is there a possibility of seeing an herbalist in Baltimore? eyeing supervised practice - community nutrition 03173
Dunne - Touhey, Maureen
IDEA TODAY - EXERCISE VS. MEDITATION (BAGUA)
5/8/11 SUN 11:32
brisk & partly cloudy
LAKERS LOSE BY 36 POINTS (SWEPT 4-0)
Mother's Day, truck busted
velocipede bike, going on trails - Big Pocono & Delaware State Forest - & Jonas Mt.
disgruntled, local citizens
sharp
I'm too sarcastic
Dallas Mavs, Rail-Trail book, investment opportunities
watercress pear soup
more whole foods, greens & aquatic & herbaceous plants
My concern is health, my health is my obsession - my body is a vessel, etc. I still have confidence in the power of healing w/ medicine & meditation. I still hope to foster the purchase of bilberry for the purpose of vericose vein research. In addition, Daniel Reid: Chinese Med. Dictionary has given me several possibilities for SPMTRHE research including:
5/11/11 TUES 11 p.m.
warm
OKC Thunder win in 3OT game
good day w kids/nooks from teach dep. (Rocco Seiler) & Gym/Alanon for DAD, Chris graduates in 3 days
weekend in Baltimore
ride there, driving ability
fatigued and achey
I found my Ayahuasca journal
philanthropy, hard work, finished my goals for the day
did all my parents asked & more, cleaning
keep things ironed & look toward the future & create more goals & hobbies
The Ayahuasca journal was a great find it plays into the nutrition piece. I learned today about the preliminary $90,000 invested into refurbishing Buck Hill Falls Resort - a construction group with ties to Falls Rd, VA & a family that vacationed here years ago. Signs that I really see coming - those unused resorts/restored, unused railroad tracks, used 3-4 times a week can lift passenger & communities 3 or 4 of the days between the freight lines - is that manageable - new jobs, more vacationers - it would be nice to see the dream to fruition - Scranton to Mt. Pocono to NYC - what of those days?
3/24/11 Thursday morning-night
dark and moony
Liz Taylor died
10-step with pet-name discussion & clarification, expecting sister & bro-in-law tomorrow
my family visiting and planting ecosystem
my stomach
composed w/ upset stomach
don't eat old chocolate
the sun
told them I respected them.
practice medicine, have hobbies, sew a dress for a woman, plant a tree, plant an herb, memorize medicinal cures
Notes: Medical Application Essay reminder
The greatest capacity of the human body is the ability to heal itself. This is the coda I've lived by for years. I plan to study medicine, not surgergy - because I read that Taoist's as a first option chose food as a remedy, then medicine, only surgery as a last resort ~ did you know the Chinese have an herbal remedy for appendicitis? I was born to help others ~ I know the trend of Western Medicine is moving toward alternative methods ~ we've got to compromise ~ it will take baby steps to get to the promise land. Just another great cultural change is upon us - China is rising - the country that historically has done the most medical research.
My idol is Li Ching Yuen ~ an expert on longevity and medicine. To me, my life is an experiment - bring everyone back from death's door I say - incurable diseases have cures - it just takes research and risks.
To many a cure is unobtainable - for some that's my point - I believe in magic - not in a fantastical sense - in a medical sense (context)
My practice will include Chinese, herbalism lectures & Chinese Martial Arts - Drs. are martial artists.
4/5/11 Tues Midnight
stormy
Kurt Cobain's (anniversary of his death 17 yrs. ago)
an Alanon meeting this night
my future
my future
bloated & calm mentally
practicing no-mind
my dad's sense of humor
looked for pretzel coupons for Jude, promised to take recycling tomorrow
Consult Adrien Mastrobaptista regarding nutrition (her background, consult website of Mary Ann & Staff & Earthlight Staff, plan courses w/ Jude
Notes: I write this journal to address my epidydimitis directly - I tell it; you will not hurt me & humiliate me - I will not be embarrassed by the mess you make - I am not responsible for you or to you. You are not my problem - you are not a part of me. I won't let you affect my attitude. I despise you. I am above you.
I'm enthusiastic to use some of my talents. to gather medicines, practice martial arts & baguazang ~ Penn State~Hazelton~
5/2/11 Monday 7:35
about to rain
Osama bin Laden killed
Judith went to Kohl's
potential medicinal herbs
work required for major - responsibilities that nutrition dep. @ Marywood entails
strong
IMPORTANT - it is really the effort you put in your own endeavors that characterizes your "work" - not the achievement
news about OBL
informed Heather about my intentions
stay with the writing ideas, hit up a meeting, call the admin. dep. green job employment - make a few calls
studying nutrition w/out a realistic occupation in mind "green perhaps" - green jobs is a good one - even for part-time work - the list is large - need to get moving - even calling and looking into it couldn't hurt
Studies should involve what I was doing before leaving whether or not a berry can cure sptrh - is there a possibility of seeing an herbalist in Baltimore? eyeing supervised practice - community nutrition 03173
Dunne - Touhey, Maureen
IDEA TODAY - EXERCISE VS. MEDITATION (BAGUA)
5/8/11 SUN 11:32
brisk & partly cloudy
LAKERS LOSE BY 36 POINTS (SWEPT 4-0)
Mother's Day, truck busted
velocipede bike, going on trails - Big Pocono & Delaware State Forest - & Jonas Mt.
disgruntled, local citizens
sharp
I'm too sarcastic
Dallas Mavs, Rail-Trail book, investment opportunities
watercress pear soup
more whole foods, greens & aquatic & herbaceous plants
My concern is health, my health is my obsession - my body is a vessel, etc. I still have confidence in the power of healing w/ medicine & meditation. I still hope to foster the purchase of bilberry for the purpose of vericose vein research. In addition, Daniel Reid: Chinese Med. Dictionary has given me several possibilities for SPMTRHE research including:
5/11/11 TUES 11 p.m.
warm
OKC Thunder win in 3OT game
good day w kids/nooks from teach dep. (Rocco Seiler) & Gym/Alanon for DAD, Chris graduates in 3 days
weekend in Baltimore
ride there, driving ability
fatigued and achey
I found my Ayahuasca journal
philanthropy, hard work, finished my goals for the day
did all my parents asked & more, cleaning
keep things ironed & look toward the future & create more goals & hobbies
The Ayahuasca journal was a great find it plays into the nutrition piece. I learned today about the preliminary $90,000 invested into refurbishing Buck Hill Falls Resort - a construction group with ties to Falls Rd, VA & a family that vacationed here years ago. Signs that I really see coming - those unused resorts/restored, unused railroad tracks, used 3-4 times a week can lift passenger & communities 3 or 4 of the days between the freight lines - is that manageable - new jobs, more vacationers - it would be nice to see the dream to fruition - Scranton to Mt. Pocono to NYC - what of those days?
